So high then so low. Either way, try and go with the flow.
Life's sometimes good and sometimes can throw you a curve ball. But hey, as long as you're still breathing it's all good right?
Once again a change, maybe time to move on. Or am I just running away from shit, or at least needing a a break from the group dynamic.
I find that life is like that. You meet new people, go through the good times and bad, then suddenly it just doesn't feel the same any more. You learn their games and there little ego trips. The bullshit they try to play. And you either except it or feel disgust. Or god knows what.
Familiarity breeds contempt is probably the best way to explain it.
It amazes me how people so easily confide. Not knowing what I know and it all clicks into place. The things you find out, the truths behind the bullshit. Inside I laugh. So fucking hard.
All I need is my brothers. We all realise this and are moving on. Finally realising that there is a better way. Not stuck in a time warp.
Ten years down the line they will all still be the same.
Don't get me wrong, they showed me another way when my life was in bits, when I was at my lowest. But I grow. I need more.
The stagnation scares me. I need to get away.
CALIBRATING YOUR MONITOR The strip shows a range of greys from pure black to pure white. You should be able to see a clear difference between each shade of grey, ranging from pure black (left) and pure white (right).
Along the top of the strips are alternate patches of black and dark grey. If it looks solid black to you (look very carefully), your monitor's brightness setting is too low. Increase it until you can -just- perceive the difference between the grey and the black squares.
Pass this along in your journals, it will help new and old deviants view your work as it should be seen!
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Credit goes to
=Thiefoworld for the journal CSS design.
Feature - fbuk 
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